To Felix, who shared his story with us some few weeks ago: Woes of the Bottle: An Alcoholic story
You need a psychologist , a professional who will make you feel you can do more with your life
You would also do well to give your life to christ and join a bible believing church
Since you are out of school , you should learn a vocational trade or start up a business , for livelihood and to keep busy
Mr felix, also surround yourself with only good people , you also needs a better companion to move on
Lastly, calm down and take life one step at a time , you’ll succeed in the end.